KEEPING ITS WORK

At some point in time no matter how careful we are in doing our responsibility with passion, we still get some negative feedback from people in our group. But what is good is that when  we are counseled to ignore the words from detractors  by our friends and mentors for it  will not make us feel better if we are going to let those accusation consume us. And Instead of dwelling with those critics why not give them a show, which will turn their words against them. 

As the saying goes, no one can put a good man down, I must agree. For people will always have their piece to say whether you do it right and you do it wrong. As long as we are doing the right thing and where not breaking the rules, even if no one seems to recognize still do not be discourage. God rewards ten times better than what our masters can give here on Earth.

GOOD SOUND GOOD MUSIC

Thinking over, If I will be ask what particular habit , stuff , activity I cannot live without aside from those basic needs I can personally say that music is one. As I cannot imagine life without good sound to look forward everyday. See what will happen to those amazing music instrument that gives life sound. Take for example this best epiphone sheraton ii, instrument such that deserves a player in order that the sound be shared and spread to the everyone.

FINE AND SILENT

Had you once encounter where you are at a gathering then suddenly an acquaintance approach you to start up a conversation , that ends up making you uncomfortable with the question asked at you? Hmm, I had a few. Some questions are manageable but some are not and I think inappropriate to  ask. But what to do? there are people of insensitive skin that they cannot start up a good conversation so became like a nosy men who tries to fish out some personal information, without considering that the person they are throwing the question ,wish to blew them off in front of them and be with other cold people instead. 

When I encountered people like that in a party, I tend to reply them with humor and sometimes a sarcasm when it is necessary to do so. I guess, it's life's humor , but anyway nowadays, I seldom encounter them, good for me.

HAVE A HAPPY TRIP SIR

I learned the other day that my Lanlord passed away this Monday, and this morning we visited his wake to personally show our condolence. When I was at the place his wife accommodate us and give us enlightenment of my Landlords death. She also shared their happy moments and  good story together , while on that state I cannot help myself remembering the times my Lanlord was hard to communicate and because I knew him for that, I seldom talk to him. 

But today, I learned how jolly and friendly he was. How he took care of his family and the Barangay he was serving. He was a Barangay Chairman in their district.Hearing the story of his wife I felt a guilt for taking him negatively. But you can't blame me, I did not  had the chance to knew him better. Never mind if I misunderstood you at times, forgive me for that. I hope you rest in peace.Thank you Sir.

SILENCE IS BEST SERVED

I read the news today of yahoo news and went to browse about the hottest talk in town then found out that Shaina Magdayao had confirmed the rumors of ending her relationship with the actor, John Lloyd Cruz. And some commentors says that the issue just brought up to this day because one of these involved party has a movie or a soap opera to promote on television, and so get the attention of the masses they needed to create an issue. But what's my point, actually I do not care about them I think that's how they play in showbiz that's why I never enter into that business to keep my privacy. lol!

Misunderstanding in a relationship is normal, In fact they say that a relationship that never experience a petty quarrel or a misunderstanding is abnormal. Because each of us grew up differently to others, my upbringing is different from you. But even if our opinion is different from others the most important is that the gesture of respecting others. Yesterday, I had a misunderstanding with someone special and it turn out bad to a point that some harsh word was uttered. To cut the talk, one has to stop and retreat but after the conversation, the words automatically play in my mind then turn off some light inside. 

Silence is best served for the meantime , I refuse to talked even if the person has already ask forgiveness. For I am not ready yet , because I am  afraid I might talk trash as the whole conversation is fresh. It is not that , I am being proud because I am keeping my fight, but it is because I am yet polishing my words that the  angst is gone totally when I turn back to speak up. 

OLD FLAME

One morning I accidentally bumped a familiar figure on my way to school, He approached me then started scanning me. Shocked and confused when I recovered His frame register in me, the conversation flows well and we gave a few minutes of our time updating each other and went our way separately. He waved his hand as he entered the train station while I wait for the train  to arrive. After that encounter I began recalling the past with him , while I laughed at some situation were I acted immaturely during the days.

It was after half an hour when I saw I have a message from Him, I did not return the favor of sending him back a message and I continue my flashback.Few days after, I start receiving messages from him daily though I cannot send back an an acknowledgement. Last night it was different, he gave me a call and ask me out directly. What does that  mean? Goodness. Do I need to conclude with his action  lately? I can't keep the question in me, Are men nowadays really are  good at flirting and are too confident? he seems to have mastered the craft. Wheew.

MAKING MY WAY

Keeping fit ,slim and healthy especially if you love to eat and have so many reasons of eating those foods that would build up fats and calories in your body. No matter what exercise and hgh supplements intake you made, it will not work. Yes, and I beat you know that already, your aware of that, only you can't resist the mouth watering food in front of you.I am also guilty on this matter, I keep on telling here and myself to have a self discipline, and it is the only key to success, yet I can't apply it religiously. And now, here I am again kind of bother to gain weights. Sadness.

TIME TO MAKE UP

As I have said on my other blog, I have lost contact in my blogs for two weeks now and I am so guilty because I know I owe this page a lot. Youth camp was successfully facilitated and it seems that campers have enjoy their four days camp. I just knew it because they even made a group in the networking site and manage to invite almost all the campers in that group, which I am updated of their thread posting through email notification, I have never reach a hundred notification in a one day, not until after the camp. It just show how the campers had a good time during their break session on that nature camp. 

Honestly, I am not the type of person who would always post and update the latest in me in the networking site, but this week, my friend tease me and commented over my photo, that she was just wondering why lately she consistently see me online, which I do not know why? in the first place I don't even know how to use and sign in on the chatroom , I would only find out I have messages and someone is talking to me because it pops up on my window. All I know is that I downloaded the friend networking site into my itouch then I logged in and that's it, but I don't go online. maybe it's automatic , that once I logged in I am already visible on my friends list. Still am not sure about. hehe. Sorry not that savvy user, but I can if I would want to, not just my priority but of course I am in once in awhile to see stats of my friends. wink!

BE HAPPY INSTEAD

My bf and I is supposed to meet tonight, that was the plan because I will be away for four days with no communication since the place that I will stay has no signal. They say no signal at all, so I asked him to meet me before I leave tomorrow. Unfortunately in the last minute he texted me that he can't make it tonight , his reason? I didn't like to hear and besides I am not interested. Suddenly I got irritated, then after awhile I realize I should not be affected nor react as if I have a big problem to mourn. I should be happy instead, there is more to do tonight aside from dwelling with the absence of my bf,anyway my life don't just revolve in him.As I've said there is more valuable thing to do , I have blogs that needs my attention that I am neglecting for a week now,I still have to  pack my clothes, I also have to review the topics I am to share with the campers for the next four days that we are going to minister with them. I have series to watch, a bible to read and a rest to enjoy. All is well.

UP FOR SUMMER

What's your plan this summer? any romantic get away with your special someone? or friends, family? Do you have your sexy wear for the beach? Wow! I hope we could go out of town this coming holy week for a long vacation. I'm ready but there's a problem , waahh!! I don't have a budget. I have to save also for my Tacloban trip this coming June and , Boracay on September. 

So if there's anyone out there who needs company this summer, you can count me in, only you have to answer my expenses, haha. kidding. But you can take it seriously no challenge. But really, my group is planning to visit Zambales this holy week, and I am the only one who had not confirm yet, as I worry of crowd. I'm sure you know what I am talking, since it's holiday more people would want to spent the day on beaches and other vacation spots. And it's one of my concern, so with that I think I would rather stay at home, read my bible and reflect. After that, sleep and rest. What a brilliant idea! hassle and expenses free. 

ORANGE

I've been complaining since weekend of my cough, the problem is, my cough strikes during late in the evening and comes back early in the morning, after that hours, life is normal to me. I also said that I am not really into medicines, having some tablets when I'm sick is my least option, honestly.And as alternative , I know orange is excellent source of vitamin c which can also help me boost my immune system, as they are known for their natural anti oxidant. If not with my colds and cough I would not get into details of the benefits of the orange fruit that I usually take for granted inside our refrigerator. I hope I feel better tomorrow.

To share some of the benefits that we can get from orange , you may want to read on. Orange fruit contains a very good amount of minerals like potassium and calcium, A very good source of B-complex vitamins such as thiamin, pyridoxine and folates, and more. Oh, orange, how I long for you these days, your existence is so important to me.

LEAVING ME HERE ALONE AGAIN

I can't explain the exact feeling now that my housemate will leave me today, they will transfer into a bigger house with their family. They were my housemate for six months now, before they decided to move out. Although it is no longer new to me, that people come and go in our lives, what's clear to me is that they will all leave different impression into ones lives. They are couple and for the past six months , I have known some of their life story and their love life , I am happy to be a part of their everyday life, for the past six months  even though its not that long that we shared the house, I will surely miss them. I saw their things down stair this morning packed , honestly , I can't describe the feeling. Yes, I was sad the day ,Weng told me of their leaving, but today I don't know if I'm feeling sad. The room will be vacant again starting tonight, and I will be left alone here in this apartment. Though, as I've said I am already used to it, but still one day I'm hoping I will not be left here alone anymore. There are interested person coming in and out since I've posted an ads for the vacant room, and yes, I can have a room mate right away if I  am desperate to have the soonest possible, but my issue is that, I have to find the person who will not give me a headache in their stay here with me. And how will I know if the person will not be a headache to me in the future? It's where I am leaving God  to  do the filtering for a new housemate. I know time will come that I will leave this house but while it is not yet my time to say good bye here, I will take care of the house like mine.

START THE DAY RIGHT

Today and everyday is always a good day. I start  my day with a short time devotion of praying, talking to God. I've been this habit for more than a year now. A morning devotion of bible reading ,but from time to time,my laziness strikes, so I go on my thing and  never mind my devoted little time with Him. I am just amazed how good God is, because even if I set Him, aside He is still there to protect me and guide me. Not just me, my family is guarded also, with His mercy and caring hand. 

I greatly believe , it is really important to start the day  in God's presence and ending the day with thank and praise. The world have become pathetic, just imagine how God spare us everyday from those bad elements roaming everywhere, accident could happen as fast as the blink of an eye, and  we could be one of those unlucky souls fooled by evil spirits , but do you believe, that because your developing a constant relationship with God, you where able to arise and  a conquer Thank you Lord, for the safe travel I have everyday, thank you for the food that I ate more than three times a day, many thank you.

I MIND , I CONFESS

To all my blogger friends who gave me encouragement and inspiring words when I posted my own dilemma two days ago, Thank you guys, you know who you are. Your words have created a lift of faith, I know I will soon be okay, I just need a  short break from work. How will I do that? It  will be my next project to work out. Let  me think, for now the thing that motivates me from going to work every morning is the idea  of millions of Filipinos out there are jobless and is helpless to have one, while here I am taking  my work against me. As if I am the only person in the world to feel this over familiarity on work , a slave and a victim, but the truth  is, I am not. Yeah, maybe I'm still in my denial stage of discontentment  right now which is why I am interconnecting things to validate my nonsense. haha! forgive me, I'm in lucid interval again.

BATTERY FULL

Its almost midnight now , yet I'm still energize. I just hope tomorrow I will not look like a wet chick in front of the congregation while our pastor in the office feed us word of God, before proceeding in our own work area. I suspect I overslept this afternoon, as I take a nap after lunch. When I woke up, the sun was hiding already. I check the clock hanging on my wall , I was asleep for 4 hours, then  I decided to continue my blog hopping, and until now, I'm here in front of the monitor with eyes wide awake. Hehe. 

Somehow there is a good benefit out of this energy I have tonight. You see, I was able to visit my blogger friends and  had time to update my posting here and do my pending task , which I  fail to accomplish these fast few days. What will happen tomorrow is still yet to know, I will just let myself deal of tomorrow. For now, I'm done with my  updates here, and it's really time now for me to jump in bed, though I am not  sleepy yet. Help me Lord. Let me sleep sound tonight, to face tomorrow with smile:-).

SOLE QUALITY

I am recalling when is the last time I bought myself a shoes, and I realized it was a year ago now. Shoe is one of my favorite to fit when I'm in the shoe shop, I drool for ecco shoes because of its quality  and  the looks. Though I am tempted to grab one, my budget keeps me from indulging into it. But after what happened to me yesterday my desire to buy  new shoe for my daily use and in outdoor as well have intensified more, so I make it sure to include shoe in my grocery list in my next visit to the mall. Tomorrow , I am planning to window shop in the near shoe shop, to canvass and fit the shoes that would satisfy my foot.

EASY SAID THAN DONE

I was talking with a friend earlier who is so down and in depression right now, I couldn't say anything as she was releasing her hurts. But I needed to say something to encouraged her and make her burden lighter. I told her to be strong for her baby and stop crying over and over again, because it might affect her baby in her womb. Yes, she told me she will be okay she knew it, but the time to be okay is not yet now. Shes been crying for her problem for three months now, and she said  the pain is so fresh like it was just happened yesterday. So every time she remember it, her tears would dropped without notice. 

I've been there, I've also had my heart broken and I know how it feels like to be crushed down and devastated, only my situation that time is more stable than her. Because I was not carrying a life in me when I suffer heartache, while with her, the situation is very vulnerable because her delivery date is just a week away. The situation is very delicate. I told her to forgive and moved on, but in my heart its not that easy, its only easy to say but really its harder than you think when your about to apply it. It takes time and only time can say if the heart bruise is no longer there and you are ready to forgive. But whatever it is, I know with God, everything will work no matter how hard it is.

I'M IN AWE!

I woke up late this morning and is feeling well and blessed. I love the day that I would not like to make it pass that I can not utter my thank you with my creator. Thank you God, you are so good and all profound, vast in knowledge and in wisdom. You know everything in me my being is well crafted uniquely, You know my days and you know my trespasses , yet you were always there to forgive and accept me again when I called on You. I thank you Lord for your goodness, for your discipline , for your words , for the situations that are hard yet you allowed it to happen in my life, so I could learn my lesson well.The Lord works out everything for his own ends (pro.16:4). I know my God, will not forsake me and will not longed for my destruction as I am one of His amazing creation. To God be the glory!

MY LOVING GOD

I will exalt you, O Lord, for you lifted me out of the depths and did not let my enemies gloat over me. O Lord, my God, I called to you for help and you healed me. O Lord, you brought me up from the grave, you spared me from going down into the pit. Sing to the Lord, you saints of his praise his holy name. For his anger lasts only a moment , but his favor lasts a lifetime; weeping may remain for a night, but rejoicing comes in the morning.(Psalm 30-1:5)

This is one of my favorite Psalmist declaration. I could not count anymore how many times did God's favor and power shield me from all the brokenness I've had experienced in life. He brought me up from going from the grave and spared me from going down into the pit. Indeed God, you are All Good, for His anger lasts only a moment , but his favor lasts a lifetime.

SINGLES GROUP

I'm glad I still have the energy to answer those comments of my fellow blogger friends who generously left me comments and greetings. Let me snatch this moment to say Thank you for the warm greetings and good wishes you guys wished on my Birthday. And to those who greet me after my birthday, Thank you guys, As I've said it's better late than nothing. :)

Back,to my real topic here, I went home late tonight because I joined in our singles community life that we had in the company  were I'm rendering my service. One of my friend in these cell group was telling me  how how happy the daughter of our chairman ,to see me visible in the  cell group since last month (she was the person behind the singles com life). And so tonight my friend was asking me what went wrong with me during the time when decided to be on hiatus mode for almost half a year. I wouldn't talked and share with them as much as they would wish to hear from me, I remain silent and so they respect it.Until now they  some of them are clueless while those close to me had idea on what  I've been  doing  those times. Although  there could be no reason to hinder me from joining them If I would want to, I still kept on missing our scheduled community life, During that time, I was having an issue with my boss  then came this incident were in the daughter  (our CFO and singles  mentor) was asking my boss to convinced me to attend on the singles group. I took  that  situation to prove to my boss that I am not going to attend, and  every time she fails  to make me attend , the daughter would get back to my boss and would asked so many why to her.  I used  my com life to  show my  stubbornness. I hate it when my boss tells me what to do after office hours. I told my boss I am not attending just because someone instructed me to do it, if its for compliance only and to impress the daughter of the chairman I will not join. After that my boss stop her tricks. Good thing.

But it's different now, I had settled the issue with my boss and we are now doing better than before.My boss is sensitive now and I'm glad it turn out that way. I became obedient now and I'm starting to love my work, maybe the other proof of loving my work  is , I don't get sick now if I extend a few more minutes of work after the official end time of work. Maybe be this is also the reason why I feel like it is light and enjoyable to bond with my singles group again, now that  the grudges I was keeping for half a year was stripped off. I am blessed and thankful to God that He gave me another chance to live my life back.