THE HARDEST TO DECIDE

It is true with me that in every action there truly is reaction. Like if I do not go to work, I get to enjoy the day at home doing nothing but sleep all day long, on the other hand the effect of doing that is that,  work may piled up, unproductive day. Who can resist the cold breeze in the morning, inviting me to just relax and keep my body attached with my bed, it's what makes me hard to decide. 

Before, it is during Monday that I like least. The beginning of work week, for me it is always a long day,I do not know why I see it that way. I hope I am not the only person who wishes that Monday be holiday always, haha. It's not that I am not a good worker , it's just that I feel like weekend is too short and so quick to pass. It might be, for some they do not want to have a long weekend and I respect that as we all have our own reasons why. And whatever is that at the end of the day we are responsible with our pampered habits and its consequences so be it.

I AM NOT SUPERWOMAN

I had a friend since college that seldom gives me a ring , but if he does Its pretty sure  because his in trouble. I woke up this afternoon with the telephone ringing so get up and pick up the phone. The friend that I was talking call this afternoon. He was so worried and desperate, if that's the term. He was asking for help but unfortunately I was not the right person he can rely at this time, he was in urgent mode and I can't respond immediately on his need. I know it sounds absurd and unnecessary for him, but I told him he should pray instead of mending too much pressure and demands from the person who he is in compromised. I can help him if only he gives me more time or he was able to share the the burden long before the fire flare up , But it was not the case, he was like passing the pressure on me which is not fair. We ended the conversation with the hope that he will still  count me his friend even if  he was disappointed because I was not not able to help him resolve his problem the way he expect me to do it for him, I hope he has no grudges over me. Friend, I am not a superwoman, I just look like one. Instead of looking for  a super woman , look for the maker of all creature here on Earth, God . His, the right person to call  right away, as He  is able to fix all problem.It may sound cheesy for you Friend, but this thing  I know  is the most effective and tested solution I have known so far.

PAYROLL TIME

I should be thankful that 3 days from now its payroll time, meaning I have cash to support my daily needs until the next cut off. But I can't smile knowing that the loans I have made before will be deducted in my payroll now. Ah, I need to find a new job. Its payday loans again. If only foods and other necessity needs don't surf  in prices and wages gets to increase, life would be easy for everyone. I hope people in the position would come to consider things under their authority. It could be a big help to support daily needs of every individual workers in the community.

THE MORE THE LESS

My feelings these fast few days is not that good but not that bad. I have to experienced some embarrassment and annoyance and disappointment to step up. Why I say so? Because I realized that the more I expect big the less I get and the bigger I get disappointed. It cause me to stumble and have myself questioned everytime the day would end. I have a relationship with whom who had flaws and not perfect, we had our fight and arguments oftentimes yet were still trying to save the relationship. My patience is being tested and my tongue has become sensible in choosing the words that I am to release. But why is that the more I tried to tame my tongue and the more I tried to extend my patience and hold my control, the less I fell happy with what I am doing. The feeling is like I am trying to be in control, trying to be calm, trying to be cool and unaffected but I end up fooling myself because I feel like something in me is being oppressed. I'm getting the message and I am trying to do something before it totally consumed me.

anne a lay apostle 

VALENTINES DAY

The month of Love has come and today we are celebrating it  making our  world go round once again. Couples go in places were they could  best celebrate their love for each other. Flowers will surely be overflowing around the streets despite it's price increase as  the demands for  roses  goes up during valentines day. Because every women would love to have that bundle of red roses in their arms while walking hand in hand around the park with their partner. Chocolates will also be highlighted and sold out and though it's kind of cheesy and common, women still enjoys and appreciate such gesture from their man. Loving  couples, flowers and roses have been the secret formula of Valentines day. Agree?  Happy heart day everyone.May we filled Earth with love.

plantronics voyager

TRUST YOUR INSTINCT

They said if you can't beat them, then go with them. I  avoid people who loves to use other people for their own benefits. In short, they had their hidden motives while making friends with you. At first I knew it was happening, but my boyfriend told me, my paranoia is paralyzing me again so I stopped being doubtful towards that person who is trying to get close to me. I told myself, okay I will just go with the flow after all it will not make my life less if I give her a try to be close with me. Not until I find out she was just fishing out some information and start spreading the news and story she heard while she was with our group. I was so stupid not to trust my instinct toward with that girl! Will I hope she may be able to read this post, so she may know I didn't like her from the very first time.