I can't explain the exact feeling now that my housemate will leave me today, they will transfer into a bigger house with their family. They were my housemate for six months now, before they decided to move out. Although it is no longer new to me, that people come and go in our lives, what's clear to me is that they will all leave different impression into ones lives. They are couple and for the past six months , I have known some of their life story and their love life , I am happy to be a part of their everyday life, for the past six months even though its not that long that we shared the house, I will surely miss them. I saw their things down stair this morning packed , honestly , I can't describe the feeling. Yes, I was sad the day ,Weng told me of their leaving, but today I don't know if I'm feeling sad. The room will be vacant again starting tonight, and I will be left alone here in this apartment. Though, as I've said I am already used to it, but still one day I'm hoping I will not be left here alone anymore. There are interested person coming in and out since I've posted an ads for the vacant room, and yes, I can have a room mate right away if I am desperate to have the soonest possible, but my issue is that, I have to find the person who will not give me a headache in their stay here with me. And how will I know if the person will not be a headache to me in the future? It's where I am leaving God to do the filtering for a new housemate. I know time will come that I will leave this house but while it is not yet my time to say good bye here, I will take care of the house like mine.