SINGLES GROUP

I'm glad I still have the energy to answer those comments of my fellow blogger friends who generously left me comments and greetings. Let me snatch this moment to say Thank you for the warm greetings and good wishes you guys wished on my Birthday. And to those who greet me after my birthday, Thank you guys, As I've said it's better late than nothing. :)

Back,to my real topic here, I went home late tonight because I joined in our singles community life that we had in the company  were I'm rendering my service. One of my friend in these cell group was telling me  how how happy the daughter of our chairman ,to see me visible in the  cell group since last month (she was the person behind the singles com life). And so tonight my friend was asking me what went wrong with me during the time when decided to be on hiatus mode for almost half a year. I wouldn't talked and share with them as much as they would wish to hear from me, I remain silent and so they respect it.Until now they  some of them are clueless while those close to me had idea on what  I've been  doing  those times. Although  there could be no reason to hinder me from joining them If I would want to, I still kept on missing our scheduled community life, During that time, I was having an issue with my boss  then came this incident were in the daughter  (our CFO and singles  mentor) was asking my boss to convinced me to attend on the singles group. I took  that  situation to prove to my boss that I am not going to attend, and  every time she fails  to make me attend , the daughter would get back to my boss and would asked so many why to her.  I used  my com life to  show my  stubbornness. I hate it when my boss tells me what to do after office hours. I told my boss I am not attending just because someone instructed me to do it, if its for compliance only and to impress the daughter of the chairman I will not join. After that my boss stop her tricks. Good thing.

But it's different now, I had settled the issue with my boss and we are now doing better than before.My boss is sensitive now and I'm glad it turn out that way. I became obedient now and I'm starting to love my work, maybe the other proof of loving my work  is , I don't get sick now if I extend a few more minutes of work after the official end time of work. Maybe be this is also the reason why I feel like it is light and enjoyable to bond with my singles group again, now that  the grudges I was keeping for half a year was stripped off. I am blessed and thankful to God that He gave me another chance to live my life back.

CHAIN MESSAGES

I usually received a forwarded messages on my email almost everyday. And because they are getting much of the space of my inbox and I can't attend to open them one by one and read them, I leave it unread for months now. Besides I know its more of chain messages. Chain messages that sometimes annoys me. After I read the message, at the end, I am asked to forward them to a volume of friends or address in my list. One of the chain messages that I opened is about God's goodness and how he died in the cross and the humiliation he receives from the people. I was touched by the fact that, God had endure them all in order for me to be freed from my sins. 

Unfortunately I was not able to send the message, because after the story, I was again asked to forward it. Not that I don't want to spread the fact and remind those people under my sphere of influence and my community because I'm sure I want them to be  informed as well.  I'll just share the story  on the other way around.  Most of the chain messages  threaten the readers to have bad luck for 10 years  or more than that, if ignore and just keep them. So I rebuke! Let the curse go back to where it originally belong. And the blessings be upon the readers.

A PIECE OF APPRECIATION

Our CFO treat us out tonight after office hours. Anyway, our CFO is also the founder of the singles group in our company, she is still single and young at the age of 25. Because she is going to celebrate her upcoming birthday on February 11,2010 she decided to treat us out tonight , taking our  weekly scheduled Tuesday community  life. You know I am so blessed to have joined these group, I have learned  to become optimistic, keep treasured of the good things and moments. Through this group I have learned to share my time, I became independent and learned to love myself more, I appreciate more of life's wonders and goodness. I appreciate people around me and had taught myself go out of my comfort zone. The old me had somehow adopting  and changing for  the better. Before, the only thing that gives me extra happiness is when my special someone take me out for dinner and  a movie,  I always refused to join the groups activity like bonding and out of towns because I'd prefer spending the day with my special someone. Not until the time I have given myself  a  chance  to go out and enjoy life without my special someones presence, Now I am more confident and mature.  I discover something in me that could complete  me . Learning to become whole and unique while I am still single and  uncommitted is really good, that's why I am so thankful and blessed that these group is a part of my life now.

DEXTER

My plan tonight to spend my free time didn't happen as it is plan, instead I start typing here again in front of my computer and browse a bit. I forgot my plan to watch the television drama series of DEXTER-- lead by Michael C. Hall. Anyway tabi was the one who introduced me that movie to watch yesterday. Because he has already watched the series 1 and the series 2 is not playing in their dvd player , he tried to play it in my player and there it goes, the cd played so I got hooked up too, despite the fact that I didn't watch the series 1. Anyway even if I have not watch the 1st series the story was getting my attention.

 The story was set in Miami. Dexter Morgan is an adopted son of Harry Morgan, a police officer in Miami who recognized Dexter to have sociopathic tendencies, and taught Dexter to channel his passion to thrill killing. Since I have not yet watch the 1st series, I still don't know what trauma Dexter had experience during his childhood that puts his addiction of ending the lives of  people in dark side of the alley. I am now signing off! I will just here some facts about Dexter next time I continue this piece.

FUTURE IN THE NEXT GENERATION

Is there a future awaits for the next generation? I am asking these over and over again during the weekends. With the news I heard, witness calamities , economic crisis, crime counts everywhere. These scenarios makes me a certified freak! I worry for my family, If I get married and I had my own child what good can I offer to them. Can they still see the beauty of  nature? what will they learn here on earth? I can't stand those pictures in my mind every time I think of my future.Prices are continuously soaring, goods and commodities are unpredictable. In the next generation, there will be no room anymore for the poor. Foods will be created in the laboratories because all lands are sold for commercialization. And land will be so expensive to acquire. So if this happened, will poor citizens survive? Very frightening isn't it? Men are losing the heart and becoming monster and greedy because of Money, Power and Authority. It's like everyone wants to be God in their own wealth. We are creating our own destruction.Gathering riches in this world without God in our lives is foolishness as I have once read in the scriptures of the Bible.

SIGNS THAT YOU ARE A HATER

Got these topic from listening yesterday on the Morning rush hour of Chico and Delamar of RX 93.1 monster radio. I took notes on some of them but unfortunately I can't find it again. Anyway, I had stopped chasing for my notes because I had a feeling that sometimes when you are trying to look for a particular thing, It only makes you upset when you can't find it anywhere. But if you stop looking for it, all of a sudden the thing just appears from nowhere. Have you ever experienced that in your life? Anyway, going back to my topic tonight about being a hater. Here are those signs, check it out and see if you fall on the category;

• Your a hater when you hate the fact that love works for others.
• When you say no to everything just because to disagree ( I do this when me and my bf discuss something and later it will turn out to argue because I beg to disagree.)
• They say if you hate newbies" , You don't have the patience to teach them because you are afraid to loss your status.
• If you are Insecure and unhappy. Who always love to hang around but don't have something good to say. Your just there to fish out.
• You always see and focus on the negative side.
• You feel future is hopeless and you think there's no way to change.
• When your paranoid.
• When you clinch your fist and you can't fold your middle finger!

If you  got 4 counts from these signs , you better watch out and at least do some effort to overcome the hatred that is boiling up in you.

PARADOX OF LIFE

In our time today, we build taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spent more, but have less, we buy more but enjoy less. We have bigger houses but small families. More convenience but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment. More experts, yet more problems. More medicines but less wellness.We have multiplied our possessions but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom and hate too often.

HAPPY TO BELONG

I am so happy  that my blog entries under CRUCIAL BLISS  was  finally approved by ppp management.  At last my sacrifices for that blog site had materialize now. True enought that if we have the patience and dedication on what we are doing,  soon you will harvest what you sow. I spend more hours every night updating  my entries, editing  words and spelling , blog hopping in the middle of the night like what i am doing right now. God is so amazing , He rescued me from my worries. 

DIRTY POLITICS

Influential people in our country that are aspiring a position in the government  start making noise early this year by doing  forms of strategies just to win the citizens favor on them.
This past weekend I often saw  bunch of people having dinner party near our street. The reason why  is because of the up coming election in the land very soon. Why did I say so that it was a party sponsored? There's a huge banner claiming the credits for the sponsored dinner and the banner says like this " The dinner party is sponsored by the  Barangay Chairman". How sweet and generous the chairman is. I wonder were did chairman get the budget for the party?  the people who are invited in that party were wearing one set of  colored  t-shirt having a  logo of the chairman's face.  Do they really need to do that? I am still asking myself why some of us still grab those kind of  dirty strategy. Some of us think that we can take advantage of those politicians who are expressing their intent to run for the elections by  compromising  their principles , in return for  some loyalty gifts.What about our future? Are we going to disregard that?  What is happening to us? We are not yet learning from our fast experiences  from the greedy politicians out there who are using the masses  for their self motives.

OUTREACHED PROGRAM

It is a Legal Holiday today so  more employees are thankful for an additional vacation. I'm one of them, but i did not spent my time today here in front of my personal computer, instead I joined my singles group on their outreached program for the children living under depressed area. The program lasted only for 2 1/2 hours. We have 75 participants children ages 4 - 10, we played games with them after the feeding session and give prizes to those who won the games.  I just realized that it is not easy to be a teacher . I just say so, because of my experience today, when i reached home my body was totally tired. Well, I am not complaining just sharing my thoughts of my activity this morning.  I will try to post here the pictures of those children we  had fun today . I'd surely love to post them as soon as i have the copies of our pictures.