TOO MANY CONCERNS

I do not go often here to catch up for so many reason  that I myself could not identify clearly. Yes you may say, what a waste of time. Maybe , but still thankful and grateful because every time I come here and work. it made me realize how lax and unmotivated I am to care in my helpful and dependable confidante. I will not say any promises again just to break it along the way. But I would like to start and be attach in here. After giving other concern my attention, I believe it is fair that I allot time also on this. 

Anyway, long is the road to travel, will see what changes might be meeting. And for sure, I am going to note the challenges and progress. Ciao, for now.

PROCRASTINATING QUEEN

Since yesterday I could not decide on what to do when the truth is, I have so many things to do. The lessons that I have to re visit as the actual examination is approaching fast. Work inside my room, pending tasks and more.But again, I am better off of them and again, I swamped myself in my bed and woke up late. Now, I think am a queen of none. As I am only good at starting, planning but come acting on it , I lost the drive along the way. Did I really lost myself, or am I just lazy in nature.

I keep on ranting and rambling, yet I lack in self discipline.I know what to, but I keep on delaying things ahead of me. I wonder not, when my rank drop from 4 to 2, because of this attitude. Again and again what to do,drop that laziness , Yen,. keep working and be responsible enough.Or else you'll end up waking up one day counting nothing. That's the exact word my friend told me when she learn of my current mode. Wheew..

DETAIL THAT WOULD COMPLIMENT

There are days that I am full of dreams, especially when alone and having some quiet time. I love to think that someday I could buy also the things that I wish to have. Have my own house that I designed myself , hand pick personally every decoration, stuff that I will be installing my home. Even Table top displays in the dining, living room, bedroom, room theater would compliment to my personality. I would make it spacious to ones eye. More space High ceiling, front yard and back with flowers and a mini water falls.How lovely if all these will do come true in God's time. Amen.

LIFE WHEN IT RAINS

Rainy season is good when your inside your house having a hot choco while you watch your favorite show.So lovely to get lazy all day,the cool breeze of air is inviting to stay in your bed. it makes me smile every time I feel like the weather gets to my favor. But on the other hand, I was rebuked by the fact that, while I am safe and full, relax and comfortable, lots of homeless children out there is suffering the colds and is longing to be dried from the rain. 

Forgive me Lord, if I am selfish, I forgot to consider the feelings of others,and their welfare.I hope that those children who needs comfort to this night will be comforted by God's hand. And may they find peace and have a good rest.And also those family that are struggling right now because of the weather, I thank you Lord, because I know you are going to attend to their needs. You are going to give light to their problems right now. Thank you Lord.

When it rains, it pours. I hope that the kids out there would have the brighter side to look forward amidst the  season.  Situation may be difficult , but it is always your attitude that will determine of the situations state, always find ways to be thankful no matter what.

MY BIRTHDAY ENTRY

I want to take this opportunity to thank God once again for making me alive and well. Not that rich, not that poor but still surviving and have enough to sustain my daily way of living. Yesterday was a day for me to remember my day of birth. And my heart is feel with gladness and joy for the blessing I am continuously receiving. Good health, A loving family , A friends with different characters that I am blessed to blend with their unique personality that I can used in molding my inner Me. 

I know it's not always good in life, most of the time it's hard to some people out there, while I am having a good sleep, a family and a friend were I could turn to in case of frailty. Just to share here the burden I have one day before my birthday. My bf and I were eating in a near 24 hour pares house when suddenly a group of less fortunate kids approached the open area of the food house. Of course most of the people eating there were pissed off, including my bf. Because a kid keeps on asking him for a penny. My bf lectured the kid telling them that it is not proper to approached a person if they need to asked help. He even told them to wait until we finished our dinner. While we continue eating I told him, my heart is breaking for those kids and I even asked him to give them money to eat. But instead, He asked the waitress to give the kids food, the waitress was hesitant to do the request but prepared it as she was no choice and besides, we will pay the bill. After handing the food with the kids, I honestly saw the glow on the kid's eye who accept the food from the waitress. After they get the food, they encircled themselves in one corner, and one of the kid approached my bf and say "Salamat Po Kuya sa Pagkain" Oh God, my heart bleeds. I wish I could give them more. My bf was happy to hear the kid recognizing his act of kindness. I told my bf that not all kids that we saw in the street are headaches, and there are still many of them in the streets that are good and because they are starving, instead of playing they go out and look for food in ways that they think they can easily survived.

I HAVE A NEW HOUSEMATE

My eyes is getting heavier now,So I'm afraid can't stay late tonight and I am not going to compromise my health so might as well give myself a good rest after I finish this write ups. But before I do that, I will update everyone here the latest buzz in me today, Yay! feeling famous. haha. 

A new housemate moved in today, and I'm glad that they are both working. Their couple so I guess I will have to observe and take note of some difference of sharing a home with a couple over former single ladies housemates. If you will ask me of the first impression that I have for my new housemate, I could say I have a positive vibe with them. I hope things will get along for both of us here, help us God. I hope that as we get to know each other everyday, we could install a good values inside the house. I'm actually expecting it since we are all matured working professionals.

SAFETY FIRST

Honestly speaking, if I am to choose one among the two primary needs of man, like water or electricity. I will definitely choose for water. I can live without electricity but not without water. Never mind if it will means a no connection to the internet and no powers. Just don't take away water, I will survive. So when it comes to water that we drink everyday, I make sure that we buy purified water near our place. And I'm thinking of  having a water filter in the house. Next time I'll ask the refilling station if they can give me their supplier of wholesale water filter , so I will know which store I am going to visit when my feet drag me to shop again for household use.