I texted my friends whom my buddies in church that I cannot come this morning in church. I told them I am to visit my parents this morning which is why I can't make it today. But honestly, I'm guilty because I know this day is for God, I owe it to Him,but what I am reasoning today is making me guilty,Oh, my God!. I have to make up with Him, talk to Him in my secret place , ask forgiveness for the lapses and sins I am continuously entertaining and embracing over and over again. Despite the fact that it is a sin and would not please Him. I feel like I'm no different with those hypocrite out there.Our pastors word keeps on reminding me, the ones he said " you cry when praise and worship and say you love God, but when you go outside the congregation, your back in your lifestyle again, nothing change". Then the congregation would filled with laughter. Very true, I was thinking why we manage to laugh those fact.