Recalling what has happened last night while our conversation flow, I suddenly felt the urge of telling him the truth, while weighing the situation and finding the right timing to brought out the story I was keeping . Alas, after taking a few deep breaths I seek attention and started the story. Though I knew it might irritate him or worse than that, but for me it’s now or never.
After, hanging off the phone I listened to his word. I was trying to sense any anger or bitterness in his tone, but I wasn’t able to detect one. He ends up his talk by saying this “Don’t put yourself into compromise if you know very well what it will cost at the end”. I cannot recall anymore how exactly we ended the talk, but what I am sure is that I was released from paranoia. If being true and honest is what I ask for then I’d rather hurt someone whom I value with the truth. As the saying goes, the truth will set you free. So do I.